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"My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly and has nothing to do with my life."
I'm Jade, I'm 21, & I'm about to graduate. What comes next? I aspire to make all my dreams come true, work hard & volunteer to help & support all sorts of people. I want to be someone who makes people believe that there are good people out there. I know a part of me won't be filled until I do. I want to be a good person.
Other than that, like many, my dream is to travel the world, & to have a flat stomach. I have a bucket list that is a mile long & I'm determined to tick everything off.
^My biggest fear is that I wont ever do all of the above^ & wasps/bees.
I'm trying to figure out who I am, & find parts of me that I've lost along the way, which is all part of the adventure. However, I know I'll always be a kid at heart.<3
I would lose my mind without music, my world life revolves around it. I can be taken back to a certain point in my life and express my mood through just a song.
My main motto is to be kind, and good hearted. My day can be made by a total stranger saying "hello", being polite or helping me in the smallest way.
I love the small things in life: tea, kisses on the cheek, letters, how summer smells, blue eyes, laughter, great friendships & the feeling of finishing something.
I constantly believe and fear that I am not living my life as well as I could. I feel I should be out there doing something all the time. I live vicariously a lot regretfully.
I am amazed by the ocean, stars, skylines, city/fairy lights, antiques, the sound of waves, people's generosity, piano music & how small new-borns toes & fingers are.
The way into my heart is comedy, a Chinese buffet, the beach, a trip to a fair/theme park/seaside, Disney, pick 'n' mix, fancy dress, road trips & buying me silly socks.
I love "remember when's" and I hate unfinished business.
I'm terrible with goodbyes, & it takes me ages to let go of something/someone no matter how big or small the nature of it was.
I stare out windows and lay in bed replaying past events over & over in my head, or day dreaming about the future. Usually a heavy mixture of both.
I have a post card collection in which I buy a post card from every town/city/place I go to, as well as my friends and family buying me them too.<3
Oh, and I think I may have a slight sixth sense.
*Make a wish and place it in your heart <3*
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and think of all those phone calls, they’re memories I will always cherish.
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"You wanna know what I struggle with? It’s not that I’m too reserved, too detached. It’s that I’m too emotional. I’m impulsive and emotional. And I give myself over right away. And passionately. I pour myself out. Can’t you see that I’m protecting myself? Because I’m afraid I’ll get carried away. I won’t be able to think. I won’t be able to analyze. I won’t be able to work."
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